All through my life my heart had been searching for something
but I didn’t realize it. growing up in a christian family
convinced my concience i was a christian. but that was all
about to change.........
So many people are like this today, they do not have a
personal relationship with Jesus.
I didn’t realize I was like this until one night at youth
group I walked past Bianca (youth group leader)
in the main corridor and as I
walked past her she smiled at me. I didn’t think much of
it until a few nights later Bianca crashed and died in a
car accident.
That night, I went quickly off to bed and cried to the Lord
because I realized my heart was full with stubbornness and
pride. I knew I had put masks up to cover up who I was and
to impress people. I cried but the answer didn’t seem to come.
It was not until I went to an evangelistic event called Surge
that the Lord answered my cry
with perfect timing.
The speaker’s words touched my heart and it took a lot of guts
to go up front for the alter call. I kept on wondering what
people would think when they heard I had become a Christian
when I already had said I was.
So that night I said I would be real with God and put the past
behind me and live from then on as a true Christian.
Once i got home i realised the impact of nonchrisitan music
having the main impact on why i had not become a christian
a long time before.
so whoever reads this take these points away
1. Nonchristian music will sufforcate any christian
or prevent somebody from becomeing one
2. be a God pleaser not a people pleaser - ther is no need
to impress anybody
3. smile - one changed my whole life y wont ures
Bianca’s smile changed my life and now I can fly high with
my own personal Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.
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