this is a poem I wrote when I was really caught in a haze and felt miserable.....although the tone is generally depressing theirs a suprise at the end waiting for you. Tell me what ya think.
CENSORSHIP WARNING: Somewhat gory
CONFLICT
Darkness on the inside, beyond my control
must fight it, the darkness deep within
the dark energies that ravage my soul
all these things that drown me in sin
must fight them, must win
cannot fail now, cannot give in
knives and swords pierce my skin
blood seeps out,
as though from a water spout,
incapable of holding on
oh how i need the son
the holy one, the only one
Desperate here I lay,
please Lord show me the way,
I've done you many a wrong yes that is true
but i know you can make all things new.........
please bring me back to your grace
that i may stand in your holy place
standing in you complete........
please cast down your saving rope
so that my end may be one of......
HOPE